A fallacy

The triumph of denial has been sustained for too long now,

Like the feelings of love and belonging have been drenching in pain now,

Remotely, the only thing that matters today is what is going to come tomorrow,

I have made amends with my past now,

The mind, though, wanders to other realms too often, 

Tell me oh boy! Is this merely an affection or true love;

A fallacy or a guilty pleasure!

The vision has blurred and the tongue blabbers now,

My lips have been cursing for too long now,

For it’s been more than a decade since I’ve touched your soul,

I do not know what I’m falling out of now.

Nothing has risen above the quench of my desire,

Now that you’re back after too long.

The discomfort that you give me is my loves ultimate surrender;

It’s a shame that my secrets are hidden for too long now;

The world needs to know what you have gained,

The improvisation is greater than the play itself; 

The heartache is greater than the love itself.

In an embarrassing encounter with your body, 

I realized the lust is greater than the soul,

A fallacy or a guilty pleasure!

Gift of Love

The desires of the heart are fallacious, The agony that it faces every night is nothing less than a disgrace, The pertinent questions that arise every minute; Is this the gift of Love that the world seeks?  You sliced open my heart into pieces, But…

Freak show

The roaring skies and the alarming thunder,

What do they represent?

The will of God or the depiction of my heart?

The silent cries that always go unnoticed,

The dreary situation that I throw myself into,

The hues of colours have been darkened,

There’s nothing but grey.

Like the lightning, realisations strike in my head,

They leave an impact that makes me believe that love is dead;

That the misery has prevailed;

That there’s nothing at the end of the darkest tunnels.

All of my struggles have gone into vain;

All of my love has ended in pain.

This agony is far more excruciating than the physical cries,

Yet I am always drawn towards your lies.

A thousand times I have claimed my love over you,

A thousand times I have fought for my right with you,

Please tell me my love;

Is this how you treat your loved one,

Or is it all a freakshow for you?

For I see no one but you

The unprecedented love that you have breathed in my soul,

The emotions that you have invoked,

The feelings that have left me in an utter delusion,

The desires that have become undeniably aphrodisiac,

The fondness towards you that has grown into a mania,

The love that seems like a manifest error,

The memories that have been imprinted on my mind,

For I see no one but you.

There is a dispute between what my heart desires and what my mind wants,

There is a divorce between my love and yours,

Every night I wake up to tear down my sentiments,

Yet you are so deaf to my cries,

There are thousands of lovers roaming through Earth,

But there are only a few that are blessed with the warmth of it,

Tell me my Lover,

Is my love unrequited or do you love me like I do?

Whatever your answer maybe I shall comply,

For I see no one but you.