In the hustling crowd of the cities,

The dancing lights of the night,

The swinging leaves of the trees,

The salty winds of the seas,

The calming waves of the oceans,

The transforming illusion of the magician,

The crazy art of the mad-men,

The hallucinating of a lover;

I long for your presence

I seek a life without regret,

I want your love from within,

I pray for your affection to bloom,

I would take you in my arms,

Crush your emotions with my soul;

A soul so numb it makes the devil ache for more.


I seek refuge in your presence,

I pray to God to take me to heaven,

I love you like the waves love the ocean,

I need you like the nights of the stars,

I believe that you’re wearing a facade;

A mask to conceal your world,

Let go of these shenanigans oh my love,

It’s just me and you forever in this coven.


Making my bed tonight,

I think of letting it all go;

If I wake up tomorrow without my soul,

If I pray to God to give me peace,

If I tell myself that it’s okay to not be okay,

If I lie in the middle of the ocean and drown,

If I cut my wrists open and paint with my blood,

Would you still tell me that you love me?

Is it me

Is it me or the weather seems dreadful,

Is it me or the nights feel lonely,

Is it me or my heart that yearns for your presence,

Is it me or are my prayers not answered,

It is me or is my mind seeking solitude.