Crazy, Stupid Ideology

In the midst of the summer rain,

I ran to you for shade,

I was afraid of the thunderstorm,

I dreaded the lightning,

You took me in, you took me out,

You made me believe in a love so pure,

I forgot to take care of myself,

Throw me under the bus

Run over me

Put the blame on me

Cuz I’m trying

To move on



I walked on the roads of the fallen angel

To ease my pain and light up my sorrow

I cried on the pits of hell this morning

To let the flames burn inside my body

This treaty with the devils has put me to ease

I’m a narcissist like never before

I make no sense, I make no sense

This life is a delusion and there’s no escape

It’s just a labyrinth of misery and gore

I have a blade I have a gun

I need to make a choice before I shun

I slit my jugular and dance in my blood

My eyes weep with tears

My lungs filled with water

Is this a mistake or a happy end

This abyss sinks my heart

a lil more closer

What is my destiny?

I ask everyone

You’re a free child like the indigoes that run


I loved a heart so pure,

It gleamed in the dark,

I created a spark so real,

It lighted up the abyss,

I chased the moons and the stars,

It gave me Achilles heels,

I traveled the highway through the nebulae,

It gave me a treat of star dust,

This rendezvous of rejuvenation,

This morality of adoration,

This creativity of iteration,

This plurality of transformation.